It has been awhile for sure...i have been very busy getting our house on the market...we have decided we want to downsize to a one story...just want a new challenge for sure...kind of a clean slate...we shall see...
i have been trying to get our yard work done for the spring and flower beds planted...and just trying to sort some things out...let us just move on ...we can do that...it is MY blog...i can do whatever i want on here i like that...
i got up this morning all was well ...checked my email...and took a slap to the face...have thought about it all day...really brought me very down...why i did not really know...it was nothing i did not already know...
then this evening kayla called asked if we wanted to see all of her gifts so got at her baby shower...given by the staff at her school...journey had gone down to school to attend the baby shower...she really got some cute things...i loved getting to see everything...
journey is so excited about her new little sister and kayla includes her in everything about her new little sister and i love that...journey is soo excited...yes there will be some changes...but i so think journey will be so ready for them...she is really protective and so full of love for her little sister :)
after i got home i was feeling better...and then my neighbor...the young man...who lives in his grandparents home beside me...called me over and gave me the most wonderful gift...a wonderful wrought iron table and chairs...that have been in their backyard since i moved here 7 years ago...not a cheap table but an old heavy table and chairs...i have wanted them forever...but his grandparents never used them...but they are the type to never sell...i never asked...but tonight they became a gift from his heart...he owes me nothing...he is the only person that has had a rough 10 months...much worse than i have had...you see we both deal with that day 06/26/2011...for i know he struggles alone...i have had support from most of my family...and a very dear friend...and let us not forget my therapy dog...maxi...who today is also thrilled with the surprise gift...after being held and rubbed most of the day today....she is thankful she still has hair ...she so loves being groomed by her groomer miss crissy....there is a peace in my backyard...strange thing to say...there is peace in my heart tonight...going to spend tomorrow working in my backyard ...making room for my new table and chairs :) goodnight all ...
