Temps. this evening are really starting to fall...i do hate to see the ice and snow coming in...we have three chances for it this weekend...i do hope they are wrong :)
ok anyone wonder where i was yesterday...well i just was not in the mood to blog...maybe i would have felt better if i had blogged...but you see things went on here this summer and a lot of you know or may have figured it out...but there is a lot i can not say or will not say...really hoped it would be resolved without me reliving june 26, 2011 in court or anywhere else...i know that is a lot to wish for...well i had some calls yesterday and it looks like there will be no easy fixes on this...and i know it is a serious matter...i get it ...so starting dec.1, 2011...i have to start reliving june 26,2011...not just to myself everyday...it was getting easier for me...to go through the day and not relive that day...i realized yesterday ...that is over...i feel like a big baby...and many people feel that way i know...but do not judge other peoples reactions to anything...because if you were in that situation...you really do not know how you would react...
so i spent most of the day in tears...yes tears...i will be fine i know that...michelle has been a rock and alan... he tries to understand...but i think..when ones wife is going through the change...having a midlife crisis...i think he really does not know what to say...and can you blame him...i will be fine ...just needed to wine a bit...
tomorrow is friday...plan to spend the whole weekend working on furniture...we have three pieces to work on and i am in the mood...hope it is not too cold...still waiting for alan to get home to feed him dinner...then just hoping for a quiet evening...need to wrap a few things that just came in for michelle...can not decide to wrap them for christmas or birthday....decisions...decisions...wish they were all this simple ...have a great evening :)
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