My last post was on friday...planned to post some pictures of some decoration changes we are making at our home...but...i got up saturday morning...fixed breakfast and even ate some myself...had coffee...mark, kayla and journey stopped by...had a great visit..they left...mark called michelle to get her to run over and help him move a radiator...she was gone maybe 15 min. around noon...to return and find me puking my guts out...from noon on saturday...i was as sick as i have ever been...i ached and could not move...
i have had 4 children...3 c-sections...never really stopped for anything...i have been sick before ...but never the i am going to die feeling...or dying might be better than this...thank god for michelle...she took care of everything...the house...the dogs...the cats...alan and me...i do not know what we would have done without her...
as many of you know i keep my granddaughter journey ...while her mom teaches...this is my 4th year of being her caregiver...i take pride that even though i have not always been completely well..i have never not been able to watch her...i have taken 0 sick days...just like when my kids were little...but sunday i realized i could not watch her...broke my heart that her parents would have to take a sick day to watch her...kayla said no problem...but i was sad it was to be a ginny day...but then we live in kansas and anything can happen and it did...had a freak snow storm 6 inches...and kayla had a snow day...i still have a perfect score...no sick ginny days...i know michelle could have watched her but i really did not want journey around me...and well between the dogs...cats ...house...alan and ME...michelle was very busy....she came to me yesterday afternoon and said mom ...i never want to have to be you again :)...she did an awesome job...
alan even cooked last night...i ate a little of his spanish rice....it was really good...just not hungry ...still not real hungry...very thirsty today though...i took a shower tonight...but still am very tired...and achy...but i am starting to think i may get better ...for awhile i really was not sure...i feel i have not been dressed for days...
i did have journey today...we made it work...it was valentines day and a ginny day...i do not like to let that little girl down...just like i never like to let my children down...it is a mom thing :) no time to be sick...michelle thank you for your constant care...i hope you never have to be me again either ...
everyone have a great valentines day evening...i am off to bed with my shih tzu...hoping for a better tomorrow...
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