another very hot day in kansas...it reached 107 yesterday...we have a couple interested in our home..they will be coming back with their parents on wed. for their third look in 5 days...not sure where that will lead us...but we have turned up the search for a smaller home looked at 4 on sunday...just not a lot out there to choose from...it is so hard ...as much as i want a one story house to think about leaving this house...it has spoiled me...with all the room and a walk-in closet in every room...not like many old homes...it is solid...it wraps its arms around you...you feel safe...
michelle and i went out yesterday with our real estate agent pat dill...we found a 2 bedroom bungalow...that was built in 1920...trim never painted...which i love...but the bedrooms are very small...yes i am spoiled...and the back yard is so small...but i rarely go in the backyard here...unless i am watering or grilling food...i am a front porch person...and this house has a nice little front porch...so we are returning to look at it again today and going to look at a rancher built in 1954 on a lager lot...but i doubt this has much character...looks like my parents home...not that that is a bad thing...i just love the bones you find in an older home...just got to have somewhere to go if ours sells..not sure that it will..i will keep you posted...
today is june 26...it was a year ago today that all hell broke loose around here...a day that has turned me into a different person and made me view things in a very different light...i have been outside this morning had two neighbors talk to me...and yes no mention of what today is...i know i will see bill and terry's grandson...and i will look at him and he will look at me and he will say are you OK and i will look at him and i will say are you OK...that is what we say to each other...we talk about other things... just we know the hurt we feel inside and respect each other...to not ask the questions there are simply to answers for...i will end this by saying...bill loved terry and terry loved bill...that is fact...i know that...whatever happened in that 10 mins was horrible...but today i really know that they are together in a better place..................................
Thinking about you today! Love you!
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