Rainy Days and Tuesdays ????

What a rainy windy day here today...and it was cold...colder in the house than outside...i am just never warm anymore...i never really wore a coat for many years...hated them...not anymore...i do not know if that comes along with weight loss or not...i think the weather even affected journey today...she just was not herself today...

i woke up kinda cranky...i tried for the second time to sleep with maxi...i can not do it...she can not seem to get comfortable...i have a fear that she will fall out of bed...i have slept with 4 kids from the point of them being just a couple days old...and countless dogs and cats over the years...and i didn't lost a one of them...but ...i am older now ... and as much as she does not like to be alone..it is best for both of us...as i do not sleep well at night anyway...and she seems to be very restless...

i really hope this rain stops soon...i really want this insurance adjuster to come and get this over with...she called yesterday...asked a few questions...all i really said was i had 2 roofers come and look at it and her reply was...i do not care who you have had look at your roof...i am the ONE that makes the decision....ok maybe i am wrong ...but i do not think we are off to a very good start...as hard as it will be for me ...i plan to listen...only answer what i have too...and hope for the best...if it does not go my way then ...only then will i cut loose on her :) we shall see...

pictures of my hutch that alan and michelle re-purposed will be on here tomorrow...i promise...i usually like to send christmas card with a picture on them...but this year...it may be regular cards again...just can not see myself getting all of our dogs together or a picture...and it seems wrong to just do maxi ...we will see...need to get my packages off in the mail...they have been ready to go...i have just not had time to load them up and mail them off...planning to go off to bed shortly...and hope for a good nights sleep...night all...i will be back tomorrow :)