I NEED TO VENT :)

i have been thinking about something ever since i got up this morning...alan has really been sick the last few days...yes i have looked after him...i know he is sick...not the best way to spend your christmas vacation...but hold it i was sick at the beginning of christmas...yes i kept going no resting for me...christmas round here was as it always is...i made sure it did not miss a beat...michelle was down with this crud and has had dental surgery 3 times in the past week...she helped me all she could...but she needed all the rest she could get...she is at risk for so much...but men...they just give in ...may more easily than women can...we just keep on moving...i can think of only a couple of times being sick forced me in bed and that did not last long with 4 kids and a husband...who all liked their meals and to be served...i even had 3 c-sections...and kept on going...but on with the need to vent...

i thought...i am going to loose it...and then i thought take it to facebook...and then i thought of hell i have a blog that is all mine...and all about me...ok not always about me...alan got up at about 3 this morning unable to breathe...i usually get up with him or anyone that is sick...but the dog has started sleeping upstairs and i hated to have to move her downstairs...not knowing if she would settle back down again...i came down stairs at 6:30 took my dog maxi out...then offered him some hot tea...which i fixed...let the lab out ...feed the 2 outside cats...then he wanted the lights all out downstairs...so he could go back to sleep...how do you keep the lights out...and it quiet with two dogs ready to play...WOULD it not be easier for everyone if he just went upstairs to a lg.queen bed shut the door and just sleep...then at least i could get something done...and our dogs could have the downstairs to romp...as they always do...since all he wants to do is sleep...so i shut the french doors to our dining room...cut off all the lights... carry all of my tax stuff i am working on into the kitchen..because there is two open arched doors and a foyer to the the upstairs between my office and the living room...remember people i live in a house that is at least 112 years old and for kansas that is old...just saying...but he wants it dark so he can sleep...once again i wanted to just shout out...GO UPSTAIRS...but i did not...i took it to my blog instead...

i have gotten so much done this past week.....organized all the kitchen cabinets...pantry...laundry room...freezers...which was not too bad as michelle keeps everything very organized any way...

all of my last years paperwork is filed...i am almost done with our tax info...just need W2 to file or should i say see how we stand... and i need to get some business info from alan's computer to complete those papers than off to the accountant...i do not care as much about that..as knowing my part is done and all of the files for 2011 are ready for storage...i am hoping the day will get better...or i shall return to MY blog to let loose ...yet again...you all make it a great day...michelle has just come downstairs...time to fill her in on my morning so far...or better yet i will just let her read my blog...lol...